1. |
Happenings
01:37
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What people go through
Is not a joke or an ad for Costco
The tough things people experience
Are not planned for nor are they sought out
In this oh, so crazy world
BREAK
I guess I can say goodbye
To all those things that never added up
To all those situations that didn’t make sense
To those moments of disgrace
BREAK
I can accept myself, in and out, up and down
I can be the one who turns this life around
Accept that it isn’t that easy
And, I’m not that sleazy
Nor do I have a death wish
BREAK
Life is indeed what’s been made of it
Not what I make of it all the time
But, what others have contributed to it
My life is where all the happenings take place
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2. |
Matt And The Muse
01:12
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My name is Matt and I have a muse
My muse is internal, stares at me
And, gets me in the mood
There’s nothing greater
Than my imaginary muse
The muse is here and there
But, is always on fire
When I see her stare
She looks into the great unknown
And, delivers me a promise
And, I can’t let go
Of all the things she has to say to me
There is nothing better
Than a muse who inspires you
And, gets you in the mood
SOLO
My muse, she’s a firecracker
And, without her I’d be bare
I’d have to figure something out
With regards to words and music
There’s nothing greater than her
Thank you, muse, for all that you do
I appreciate you
Thank you
Thank you
Thank you
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3. |
A Cathartic Moment
01:48
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The things we get used to
Are the things that bring us down
At least mentally, as I don’t know
About physically… so much, yet
The stuff we work on
Makes us better equipped
To handle what’s going on
Not sure, but I’ll bet
There’s some correlation to all of it
What I think of makes me sick
But, am I sick or am I just full of it?
I don’t know either way
Some days I just get tired
The stuff we work on
Makes us better equipped
To handle what’s going on
Not sure, but I’ll bet
There’s some correlation to all of it
SOLO
The stuff we work on
Makes us better equipped
To handle what’s going on
Not sure, but I’ll bet
There’s some correlation to all of it
I’m doing good though, actually
The words you’re reading and hearing from me
Are a cathartic moment or three
Of me saying things I just have to say
The stuff we work on
Makes us better equipped
To handle what’s going on
Not sure, but I’ll bet
There’s some correlation to all of it
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4. |
Connection
02:01
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Have you ever felt all alone?
That’s not something I like to think about
But, it is something I do sometimes feel
Alone, barely making it
Connection
Where would I be without it?
Connection
There’s freedom in sharing
There’s no doubt about it
When I get depressed
I’m often better than I know
And, I’m affecting that sweet spot
Of all the people that I know
Connection
Where would I be without it?
Connection
There’s freedom in sharing
There’s no doubt about it
SOLO
Sometimes I grow big, tall, and strong
Sometimes I’m about
The minimalist sounds
Isn’t that what it’s all about?
Connection
Where would I be without it?
Connection
There’s freedom in sharing
There’s no doubt about it
Connection
Where would I be without it?
Connection
There’s freedom in sharing
There’s no doubt about it
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5. |
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I’ve lost myself
In a sea of waking dreams
I’ve gone to the dark side
Of everything I know
I don’t want to be “normal”
But, I want to grow
If that’s what it takes
For me to let go
I don’t want to be “normal”
But, I want to grow
If that’s what it takes
For me to let go
Can’t you see that I’m
Just gonna go?
I hope you don’t mind
If it’s just you and me, you know?
SOLO
I want to break free
From the madness that I know
I wanted to say goodbye
To all the somber, happy whims
I don’t want to be “normal”
But, I want to grow
If that’s what it takes
For me to let go
I don’t want to be “normal”
But, I want to grow
If that’s what it takes
For me to let go
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6. |
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Here I am
Right on schedule
Writing my days away
Hoping for another level
Because the same old
Is making me think
I’ve got to mix things up a bit
Or risk the stink
There’s nothing much better
Than working from the start of things
Getting words with meaning out
And, hoping not to mess up
Of course, how can I do that?
How do I wrestle and win?
When the words that mean so much to me
I will often choose
Where the inspiration goes
Is a funny place
Inside the heart and mind
Nothing much better than
Saying goodbye
To a life devoid of meaning
Purpose and contentment
To develop a plan of action
Something a bit more permanent
SOLO
Where inspiration goes
Is a funny place
Inside the heart and mind
Nothing much better than
Saying goodbye
To a life devoid of meaning
Purpose and contentment
To develop a plan of action
Something a bit more permanent
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7. |
Peace And Quiet
01:25
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Peace and quiet
Where do I find it?
Is there an opportunity close by?
Peace and quiet
I always seem to try for it
To find the key, which is often found within
Peace and quiet
I’ve got to have it
And, my search has been in vein
SOLO
Peace and quiet
The sum total of all my life’s experiences
Have been found in peace and quiet
Peace and quiet
There isn’t much to say about it
Except that peace and quiet are where it’s at
Peace and quiet
My first and last commitment of the day
Rest in all I have to say about peace and quiet
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8. |
The Path To Insight
02:30
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Just the other day
I was bored and gray
Tired of all the things
You said
But, then I awoke
With an epiphany
Of things
Both alive and dead
The path to insight
A road less traveled
A chance to cure
My ails
The path to insight
An esteemed opportunity
To make ourselves
Avail
I didn’t know
What the cure was
Except to say
It wasn’t greed
Surely there was a chance
To gain control of things
To wrestle again with life
The path to insight
A road less traveled
A chance to cure
My ails
The path to insight
An esteemed opportunity
To make ourselves
Avail
SOLO
Just recently I awoke
And, found myself again
I was made whole
By own devices
This time
It wasn’t much of an epiphany
Insomuch as it was a long hard
Cry
The path to insight
A road less traveled
A chance to cure
My ails
The path to insight
An esteemed opportunity
To make ourselves
Avail
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9. |
Almost Persuaded
02:16
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There was a moment in time
When I looked all around
This heart of mine
To see what I’d find
And, in this moment I lacked
All the things to be said
For this lyrical jam
I was almost persuaded
To say the right thing
To do the right thing
In love
I was almost persuaded
To be the best man
To do what I can
In love
Several people
Took me to task
On this holiday bash
I was trying to last
There was no
Reason for me
To believe in the things
That got me to pass
I was almost persuaded
To say the right thing
To do the right thing
In love
I was almost persuaded
To be the best man
To do what I can
In love
Chorus
I was almost persuaded
To say the right thing
To do the right thing
In love
I was almost persuaded
To be the best man
To do what I can
In love
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10. |
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Yesterday, I was disturbed
And today, I’m no nonsense
And, believe it or not
I’m still making promises
To myself and myself alone
About conquering this
Songwriting thing for example
Challenging myself again and again
Change
Not my favorite word
As I’ve completely gone
Inward
Change
Just another word
For being a bonafied
Coward
SOLO
Change
Not my favorite word
As I’ve completely gone
Inward
Change
Just another word
For being a bonafied
Coward
What I do like is
To make a plan
To come up with a strategy
And, put it in the can
I enjoy spending time alone
To the point where I have no choice
Things often get so out of alignment
That I have to face them
Change
Not my favorite word
As I’ve completely gone
Inward
Change
Just another word
For being a bonafied
Coward
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11. |
For Lives Left Unheard
03:13
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I challenged myself today
I wrote down some lyrics
And, I made a change
To my production template
All in all things are great
Noting my progress
And, the path to take
Moving forward
There is truth
Truth in my words
Things left unspoken
For lives left unheard
Truth that is so powerful
Gleaming and raw
That I have to share it
Naturally, in a song
Sometimes I just write
For the sake of writing
And, other times I write
Because the muse is upon me
Nevertheless
When I’m at my best
There’s a spark of desire
To be put to the test
SOLO
There is truth
Truth in my words
Things left unspoken
For lives left unheard
Truth that is so powerful
Gleaming and raw
That I have to share it
Naturally, in a song
Yesterday, I thought
I would sit this one out
Tired of the repetition
The uninspired and the drought
But, something took over
The word flow began
Pouring right out of me
The muse was back again
There is truth
Truth in my words
Things left unspoken
For lives left unheard
Truth that is so powerful
Gleaming and raw
That I have to share it
Naturally, in a song
There is truth
Truth in my words
Things left unspoken
For lives left unheard
Truth that is so powerful
Gleaming and raw
That I have to share it
Naturally, in a song
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12. |
All Of These Extremes
03:41
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I have everything
I could ever need
Except my health
I have things
That don’t pertain to
Anything worth a damn
The material goods
And fast foods
And, all the things I’m dealing in
Are sitting there
Much like me
Laying in a rot
Talk to me
Before it’s too late
A plea, a cry
From my love
Talk to me
And, make me believe
That life is much
Better than it seems
For I have a feeling
That if I just
Tried a little harder
I could fix all of these extremes
Talk to me
My love
My wonderful partner
I want out of this
SOLO
Talk to me
Before it’s too late
A plea, a cry
From my love
Talk to me
And, make me believe
That life is much
Better than it seems
For I have a feeling
That if I just
Tried a little harder
I could fix all of these extremes
Talk to me
My love
My wonderful partner
I want out of this
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